Struggling Well With Life

I need a fresh start.  I am holding on by the skin of my teeth to the disciplines in my life, in fact that is an overstatement, I am blowing it.  I feel like a blob, out of control and out of sync.  Today was an incredible Spring day smack dab at the end of December.  I was either going to eat another plate of homemade chocolate chip cookies, or go for a run.  Not strong enough to go on my own, so I made a call to a friend.  It was either a run or hunkering down in gluttony again.  My buddy answered the phone and met me 10 minutes later. All of my disciplines seem connected, and if one falls the others follow like dominoes.  So this is much more than just eating. The run was a small victory.  We are having communion at our services this weekend, and good time to realign my heart and mind.  Happy New Year.