Struggling Well With Life

I have gone from being irritably faithful to faithfully irritable today.  I need a “come to Jesus” meeting right now, right here.  My circumstances are not looking any different today, but my heart needs to.  I told a friend yesterday that God is present, He does not come and go, but for those of us who are believers - the Holy Spirit is in us, with us - where can I go from His presence?  Nowhwere!  O Lord Jesus, help this preacher to practice what he preaches, I come to you Lord Jesus, here and now, and recognize that in this office with the door shut, and in the complexities of being me - you are here.  May your presence invade this irritability, and redirect my heart.